Things have been busy for the Dominguez clan. I'm stretched in ways I never would have thought. I feel so inadequate to be embarking on the journey we are involved in. I suppose this is a good thing. God has been so graceful in reminding me who I am and what my identity needs to be truly grounded in, my Belovedness as his son. I often still feel the pull to be someone I'm not in trying to make this new organization "go." Every day I hear his still quite voice in subtle ways telling me I can't, but he can.
It's humbling for others to come asking how they can help. All of those helping or desiring to assist us have amazing gifts and talents which make me sometimes think, "Why aren't they doing this." False humility is just as rooted in pride as outwaord arrogance and overconfidence. Today on my way home I heard God whispering to me, "Live out your giftedness. Be the person I have called you to be. No one can take away from you what only I have given, your calling." It's a scary and exciting thing to not only in faith seek to follow the voice of Jesus but to live out the life that is supposed to live in us, the life only we were created to live.
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